the bad days are rly arriving:((one after another.
but im not alone.
when is it gg to end?
i thought that after the last season of bad days shall be last but it was onliy the beginning.
wahh lauu ehh!
(so emo)hurhur.
but badd days have come by&its gg to stay for quite some time.
yest i was angry or dissapointed?
i not sure.
but disspointed is definatly a YES!
i had silat performance yest.
i was glad that my aunt were ALL there
BUT all were washed away when i didnt saw mum.
i was really sad:(((
but yest i had fun?maybe eh.
i slep LATE yest.1am.
cos IDK but i canot sleep.
think too much bah.
AISHAH baby darling!!!!!! TAKE CARE HOR!
u eh.tmr i come kk?bring you flowers k?
muacks.loveyou♥
then today i woke up at 10am!!!
super duper late la.
i was tired i guess.
today gt training at 3pm.
faggot-_-
den i smsed zaman.
filzah:aiyoh.tday i gt training la.may be nd to haiz.scared sia.
zaman:rmbr wat i describe you as.an aggresive girl?dun be scared.all the best:)
felt like crying when dad told me today training prepare.OHH SHIT!
i oni noe one word=SPARING.
its didnt hlp much though but tks♥ i was called aggresive ONLY because uf my DEADLY pinches.the other time i pinched ivan ,bleed & that was not the first time arh that i pinch someone until bleed.esp EE THENG.he kene terok seh.
pity him.but he funny.then we will kp talking lalalalas.kankan?hurhr.imiss him:(
BUT I MISS ZAMAN MORE:((♥
OK FILZAH.have self confidence la
DONT BE A COWARD.
wargh! super scary sia.gt to have self confidence.
go there get it over with.
talk is cheap la.
anybody can talk! but who can really do it??
ok! i talk cheap oni.
dah,i cant stop thinking&imagining the worst that cud ever happpen during training.
phobia sak:x
zaman trying his very best to make me have confidence in myself but...
i try k?ok dah kental.
argh shut.
didnt eat breakfast.
NO APPETITE i tell ya'll.
butterflies in my stomach.scary,scary&SCARY TAU!!!
my hands are super cold!i cant stop thinking about later la.
dad was the one who forced me into this so i have NO CHOICE.
nvmind,think positive.
*gain experince,learn&apply.
&everything will be A-OK:)
just keep repeating THIS*
i haf to be strong.
helped a little bit.
june:ice cream coming soonsson:)
tmr gg to visit aishah♥&zaman♥
den go study.MATHS!
another 3more hours to go to training.
wargh!
but im not alone.
when is it gg to end?
i thought that after the last season of bad days shall be last but it was onliy the beginning.
wahh lauu ehh!
(so emo)hurhur.
but badd days have come by&its gg to stay for quite some time.
yest i was angry or dissapointed?
i not sure.
but disspointed is definatly a YES!
i had silat performance yest.
i was glad that my aunt were ALL there
BUT all were washed away when i didnt saw mum.
i was really sad:(((
but yest i had fun?maybe eh.
i slep LATE yest.1am.
cos IDK but i canot sleep.
think too much bah.
AISHAH baby darling!!!!!! TAKE CARE HOR!
u eh.tmr i come kk?bring you flowers k?
muacks.loveyou♥
then today i woke up at 10am!!!
super duper late la.
i was tired i guess.
today gt training at 3pm.
faggot-_-
den i smsed zaman.
filzah:aiyoh.tday i gt training la.may be nd to haiz.scared sia.
zaman:rmbr wat i describe you as.an aggresive girl?dun be scared.all the best:)
felt like crying when dad told me today training prepare.OHH SHIT!
i oni noe one word=SPARING.
its didnt hlp much though but tks♥ i was called aggresive ONLY because uf my DEADLY pinches.the other time i pinched ivan ,bleed & that was not the first time arh that i pinch someone until bleed.esp EE THENG.he kene terok seh.
pity him.but he funny.then we will kp talking lalalalas.kankan?hurhr.imiss him:(
BUT I MISS ZAMAN MORE:((♥
OK FILZAH.have self confidence la
DONT BE A COWARD.
wargh! super scary sia.gt to have self confidence.
go there get it over with.
talk is cheap la.
anybody can talk! but who can really do it??
ok! i talk cheap oni.
dah,i cant stop thinking&imagining the worst that cud ever happpen during training.
phobia sak:x
zaman trying his very best to make me have confidence in myself but...
i try k?ok dah kental.
argh shut.
didnt eat breakfast.
NO APPETITE i tell ya'll.
butterflies in my stomach.scary,scary&SCARY TAU!!!
my hands are super cold!i cant stop thinking about later la.
dad was the one who forced me into this so i have NO CHOICE.
nvmind,think positive.
*gain experince,learn&apply.
&everything will be A-OK:)
just keep repeating THIS*
i haf to be strong.
helped a little bit.
june:ice cream coming soonsson:)
tmr gg to visit aishah♥&zaman♥
den go study.MATHS!
another 3more hours to go to training.
wargh!
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