give me hope

above, is myself and juniiie.
the closest t me in the whole wide world la except my bf.

a lil bit of today la.
il update more tmr, after editing cos dad's been in the study room.
& only pretty fonts are in the com which is in the study room.
geddit?

ahh whatever it is, i've been coming hm quite late these few days.
if nt then im at home studying.
i've rly gt t excel.
crapms are killing me, super mean.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
spoiler la,pms.

anywayyyyy, today met up with bestie as early as 10.45am.
not that early la,hah.
but i was late.hehs.
then we went t bp t buy cake and snacks my lunch and ice cream and all.
i'm left with 10 dollars,il earn more.
then went t jovian's house.
watched 200 pound beauty,super nice show.
plus the first song at stage whr ammy was wearing the silver shirt.
ya,that song, was suppose to be our dance song.
super nice la. il ask jas t send me:D

then we watched haunted school.
a bit scary but touching most of the time.
gave a suprise t jovian[:
i hope he is contented at the end of the day.
we ate cookies and cream ice cream.
my favouriteeeeeeee:D



then went up t meet baby.
i was super excited la.
but well.sigh.
these few days haf not been a good one fr me with him.
what he said yest already hurt me:(
but he don't know.
today, he wasn't at the peak of his mood.
i tried t make him happy.
i did succed but only when i was with him.
i asked him why, he didnt answered. he said he was ok.
i asked him alot of times,yup till he smiled.
when i gt home, he said that i cudn't understand him.
how can i when he doesn't even tell me?
i rly hate it y'know. i don't haf ESPN.
i canot know what is ur problem when you don't spill dirt.
i can only tell when you haf smtg bothering you.
i feel useless. i dont know what t do.

though today started well and ended pretty hurtful,
no matter what, i haf t stay strong.
&& tell myself that yesterday was great.
today was alright.
tommorrow will definately be a better day(:
you guys too.

p.s. i've changed the skin & all.
no more tagboard:( cos no one tags anyway.hah.
but you still can write comments[: