Tuesday, September 11, 2007

wondering the streest w a world underneath it all

i had a glance thru my peep's blogs tday.
& the testimonials ,page by page.
i knw i'm suppose t be studying bt heh.
ltr la.only a few chapters left la[:

& realised that 1 more mth & a vast methamorphosis is gna happen.
changing my lives & the ones around me.
separating ways, who knows ;with different dreams the i beg t differ.
but we can't blame anyone(: never.


the one person that i would never wna seperate with is of course zaman.
no matter what happens, il sacrifice everytg that i haf to just NOT t separate w him.
ilove him i do. i thought when we were in sec 2, its just any typical bgr stuff.
but nah, you proved that its true love:D needless t say tks fr starbucks when we gt lost.when my both of my last toes was out of my platforms.the pain was excruciating.when the sun was scorching hot.ate pretzels with caramel w me hungarily when it was freezing cold.taking endless pictures as a remebrance of the joy we have that will spread across my days:Dcame t me, sang a melody of our fav, enjoyg the cooling breeze when i was sitting all alone.danced with me when i told you to.painted my grey skies blue, my umbrella when i my days were like cats & dogs.When I lose the will to winI can reach for you and reach the sky again i can doanything cause your love is so amazing that your love inspired meand when i need a friend your always on my side&& bestest of all my bestest shopping patner:Dand you're my one & only BFF because of all this.i want you t know that you're greatly appreciated with heartfelt gratitude.&&il nvr ever forget you NEVER & iloveyou,y'must know. you knw it all:D

juneeeee. yeah, i knw. i'm being pulled away even further bcos uf exams. endless gossips since sec 1 & tks t you i knw all abt sex & stuff.hahahaha, kiddin. shopping queen & going t ur hse ALMOST everyday during sec 1 t use com.hahaha &&& eat maggieeee. heh. shared alot, picked my side when it seemed like evryone pushed me away. stayed w me during sec 1 camp when you said u wanted t go home & lending me disposable plates && sleeping beside me during sec 1 orientation. AND EVERSINCE THEN fr almost every camp, i slept beside you, bathed tgt& late night talks. haha,shopping patner, coffeeee bean, studying & eating chips like crazy, hlping me when i needed t sneak out. heh;) who came t my rescue when i was at the verge of tears. went t buy the same shoe as me with just a phonecall, solved my shiats in just a beep & discussing everything abt bras & panties under the sun:D heh. same kind definately lover. i still rmbr that u said that IF i were a guy, u'd probably be with me. awww:D me too cs we share soso much in common. && we always get into trouble tgt haha, saying sorry tgt, listening t other dirty pollutants by the oppostie sexes.lol. iloveyou[:

amanda, whom i've sat close with fr 4 years straight:Dam really really glad to have t know her.having t sit beside her fr 4 years,rly very good friends.teaching me numbers(: i'm still trying hard.comforting me through my downpour.& i'll always rmbr the rose you gave me during vday.& its still surviving in my vase.who can read my like a book upside,really.she's gna go t NAP,mass com.its really hard t seperate from her.same bag, length hair, interest, fav teacher, subject.SPORTSSS:soccer. chocolate lovers, ice cream:DDu're the first t motivate me whenever i'm down. share the same thoughts. haha. haivng evil intentions of evil teachers. heheh, JUST THAT ONE.my endeared friend whom i know will never turn your back at me . who would never abandon me.xoxo.

ang huiting! im-ed you & u didn't ans. nah,its ok[: imissyou la girlf alot & our friendship have proved that distance doesn't matter at all and with me, we will carry the weighty weight of this world (: you are very much like me, and i'm very much like you. irresistable best friend.i've been thinking of you all the time. yeah, busy lives. but what matters is the heart and you know nothing's gonna tear us apart. i've got soooo many tgs t tell you ok. imiss you truck loads.she's so close to my heart and i'd never wanna lose her cause i need her so so much in this life filled with hypocrisy. no matter what's instilled fr us in the future, yes, we'll always walk tgt hand in hand & you're never ever forgotten.loveyou, always(:

formerly known as ahma but i think that she's rly growing up very much into a lady(:weiyinggg. though she nags & it can be annoying at times but yeah, its the care & concern part that i didnt thought of back in those days. where we were all sitll very playful & all. wearing makeups till my eyes like got box-ed-.- plus all the camps, only once gt t shower tgt heh. fyi, don't get me wrong fr being a pervert or whatsoever.

WEILENG:she may seem rather fierce & all but inside she has avehveh soft spot for friends indeed. she will do anything for her true ones right? she's the wackiest. dec babies mah[: we share the same taste, we do. vehveh emphathetic. you're there when i need a listening ear & a shoulder t lie on. has a fragile heart.and a straight-up yet honorable character yet appreciating others in many different ways. ohh so tasted rounded lingers for chocolates esp dark plus bigbig fan of ice cream yea?its just so irresistable. i knw deeep in my heart that with just a phone call away, i can get you & talk & confide & you'd be the one saving me:D

JACQUELINE:heyho. the one who would pei me in NPCC. in camps whr someimtes it'll just only be me&you for girls. & how we wud look at fashion with the bigbig eyes. & bigger when it comes t neo prints. my another shopping queen. my ma'am. how you would cheer me on. plus yes how we will go "arghhhh" will chocolate fondue. plus YES!snaps always snaps with half you & lalalala. lol.

AISHAH:she was the closest, i swear the closest. rly understand me inside out. my sugarpumpkinpieif you're reading this, i just wanna' say that i miss you zillion billion loads. i have learnt countless from you those times we were together. from sec to our outings plus the dates & arcade. when are we gg t go shopping darling? buying the same shoes?? its been a vehveh long time since we sitted down & talk & gossip aye? plus all the LOLs & the ever-so irresistable hugs &kisses everyday. and most importantly how we first met (: i guess it is too deeply etched in me that i know i would never ever let this memory pass me by. never a day goes by without me keeping you at the back of my mind. i love you simply too much, but i can't help the awkwardness tryin' na pull the strings right now , after some time.i guesswe had different lifestyles or rather lesser time for commitment toward this friendship but IMISSYOUUU. without our pictures no more, triggers my tears. words can never ever express how much iloveyou gf[:

dearest sakinah, imissyou sosos much. bcos of exams we don't talk so often online & i miss that veryveryvery much. cs you always cheer me up when i'm down. & give me a sense of security. always when you say" who bully my boss ahh?" haha. & gg aiya, poa poa. & not forgetting me always nagging asking you t study & not t slack anymore. with those little sweet msgs in the daylight or night time ALWAYS throw a smile on my face[: they rly were meaningful. work hard k. il always be here fr you, always. i promise that id stop fr you even if the world fails. loveyou[:

fana/aiisyah/ella/hana:
i'm still anticipating t meet all each & every one of you[: but iloveyou too:D i rly do.

all of us each haf a different goal that we set when we stepped into a new step.
& 1 more mth, we're gg t step into another.
as we grow, mindsets change, ppl change.
what we believed in during the younger days, some ought t dissapear.
while some stay & i hope one of them would be our friendship.
that bond,love & spark that let us survive it all.
made way during four seasons.
il always be keeping our promises & i swear all of you do place a deep place
that is instilled in my heart:D

study hard pls, do t achieve the goals that you've placed high up in the sky.
il always be watching all of you from the back,always.
You and I must make a pact.
We must bring salvation back. Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there.I'll be there to comfort you Build my world of dreams around you I'm so glad that I found you.I'll be there with a love that's strong.I'll be your strength.I'll keep holding on.Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter Togetherness is all I'm after.
love t all.
xoxo(:

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