an endless battle

yesterday wasn't a good day to start of a fresh new term of school.
my body was at it's worst state;physically.
so much so that my nose just turns run instantly,
i kept sneezing constantly, even during lectures & tutorials.
till my tissue paper turned kinda soggy.gross i know.(just stating the facts)
(:
& my eyes turned watery,for almost every second i couldnt breathe.
my throat felt like as if a saw just gushed through.
i felt like fainting half of the time.
my nose is blocked & jammed up & I STILL AM having all of the above!
running a slight fever.gahh.
i guess its the stress level which literally pushed my body forward unknowingly.
& i'm having GP test tmr for crying out loud!
althou, i do love econs a whole lot more:)
its like i'm winning in yet another battle and unseemingly felt like i've lost for the next sec.
*BIG GIGANTIC SIGH*
it just doesn't seem right.
i got what i wanted physically but not literally.
its like i'm just worrying for nothing in the end,really.
still,i know i've to embrace it & made the best out of it.
from the start, i'm putting my goals as high as cloud nine.
(:
i need a dose of yixin & her fren & suning & mel & venkay & lux & venkay's bestf.
thrs dance tmr:D
il get t spend 2 hours w yixin!(:
i do miss her alot; althou its just less than a month since we've been friends.
like what she said, it's like we've knwn each other like frever.
so much in common aye bestf!
& i'm starting t love my classmates rly which is a good sign(:
i wna study now,goodbye.
(:
as i thought again,it's just not right.
sososo depressing.