so, my stay over at the other side of sg didn't make much difference.
althou i got to spend almost every min w beloved mum who'll be gg to aus in a month time?
:'( ilove mum.

june, tks for everything that you've given since day 1.
i couldnt have survived yest without you,i rly couldnt.
when i thought that everything would be alright,things just swayed & turn around.
hitting me back upfront, didn't even spare one bit of me.
that i didn't even catch a glimpse of sleep.
deep down it still hurts;even more i guess.
i was darn friggin silly.
for a moment i thought,it was scary.

yest was just hell dramatic.
i don't even know who i was becoming into.
has it taken out on me or has it got the better of me.
i'm alright now though;il take things slowly,step by step.
small steps would just do for now so that i won't fall.
but il learn t give in & have truck loads of patience.
&whatever comewhat may,il nvr hurt myself agn.
i've re-joiced.
i'm starting t smile(: