leap of faith

"unable t sleep,i had lots of question with no answers and an aching feeling of emptiness and solitude compunded by the fact that i wanted t scream and scream out loud and non-stop. But i couldn't,i just couldn't. i was falling fast, my faith has been taken simultaneously.i'm weak,i'm unable t fight anymore.I thought abt the nature of love;someone who would stand by my flaws, not neglecting it but to readily accept it. And i wanted t believe every word of it. I wanted t believe it was all gg t be all right but i couldn't because,it wasn't all right."

these are all noble words from the book the colours of love.
which i'm currently totally engrossed in.
its just rly an awesome book abt how a women gets cheated & her life just keeps falling &falling.

sch's starting tmr:(
not only for me but fr the rest surrounding me too:(
i was so happy last night, like finally went online after idk how many donkey years.
talked t many ol' friends, rly miss them loads!!!
i think its been a year since i last saw them-.-
i think my weeks gna be pretty much or less preoccupied which is good.
so i don't emo/stone.
i should be thankful for what i have now.
&happy birthday t dearest jasmine!:D
iloveyou hunn.
i'm very happy tday all thanks t you:DD