its real.

yesterday was different. i dont knw whether is it because i woke up on the other side of the bed. or was it because, thr were good vibes. idk really. up t this day, i still have still have that teeny-lil-weeny bit of fear instilled in me. my faith has nt been restored yet, well, as far as i know nt fully. for i thought, it'd stick w me fr a lifetime, i really thought it would.

but yest my heart felt lighter, i felt happier, i felt stronger.
& thats just that.

i wna be happy.
:)

with love,
xoxo.