Have you ever felt like your heart is nt at rest, beating as fast as if you've just ran a mile, filled w insecurities and uncertanties? Up t the point tht my toes feels numb and cold. It sucks doesn't it. Well, idk rly. I'm kinda worried after talking t G otp. Pls be fine. Its been 2 nights G, 2 nights. In addition t tht, a v shocking accident. Althou i've nvr talk t 'em bfore but i still kinda feel the impact. i cn't hlp it but i like t think a lot and i wnt stop until its done. Embracing a sleepless night. Pls be fine G.

but well smtg t look frward tmr at least. i'm getting my pay and il be having dinner under the stars w my fav ppl in the world t celebrate BFF's and jac's bday. It feels like a reunion. I miss them ohh-so-much. Can't wait t see them rly. It'll always be good w 'em :) tonnes of photos tmr i hope!

(its like mixed feelings now. the 1st para+2nd para which is happy+excited. ohh not forgetting the sinking feeling in your chest makes me wna puke:/)

Yknow its like when you're super free thrs no nice movies and nw tht like i've no movie buddies AT ALL and im kinda a tad bit lazy thrs like a truck full of movies. I NEED t watch santau-which is not in the cinemas alrdy!, new york i love you, valentines day, dear john.

Anw nothing much has been up w me. Because I am so boring like that. 6th of feb thou was a pretty good evening/night. Well, it was one of my happiest in the year 2010 and i had an awesome time w Nadirah. Gg t have fun w my fav girls this time. Woohoo. Can't wait. Is 27th fine? :))