I am like mad tired now and lazy. Lazy t walk, lazy t lie down, sit, talk, sleep whtever. I didn't knw rotting could be this draining. I was sooo bored at work jst nw. I almost died i swear i did. Nah, jst exegerating. I feel so lazy now. No, i think feel lazy like everyday.

Anyhoos, life has been gr8, work has been tiring but gr8 as well. Jst tht maybe, its bcoming a routine. Mundane much. Althou i gt t admit, i kinda do miss school; as in literally holding a pen, sitting down, focusing and using my brain t think, i really truly genuinely do miss math like sososo friggin much and of course, more than anything else, the lovely ppl whom i call friends.

I can't wait fr pay. I'm in the midst of declaring myself pokai. Goodness and the last time i told myself tht everytime i go out, il only have 15 bucks w me, just so tht i don't splurge, it didn't work, at all. Sheesh. But its alright, enjoy now, suffer ltr. Abit only won't kill right filzah -.- Am alrdy making a list of the stuffs tht i wna get fr my next pay still strongly believeing that somehow, it does hlp t curb my expenses but soooo nt working.

And i'm still thinking if i should/ should not go for it. I mean i rly want it badly cs its sooo cool but its kinda scary. I'm so fickle minded and indecisive like tht. Sheesh. And i should rly pay fr my application fees alrdy. Procastinate is all i could ever do, fr no particular reason, jst plain sheer laziness. I shall slp now. I feel nauseous. My mind is in a whirl, i cn feel my brain pounding. Urgh annoying headaches.

(Attempt t sleep totally failed but) Goodnight earthlings C: