So Weileng is at the airport now. Il miss her soso much :( Hugged her so tightly when we met the other time, the rest as well :( Sigh. But i'm sure she'll have fun. Take care dearest! I can't wait t hear all your stories. Take lotsa picture! :) So we did wht we love doing. Chilling, enjoying each other's company, H2H talks, neoprints!- its been too long. I always love every moment w them when i'm out.

I'm currently at work now. So bored. Ohh and my phone dropped out frm my jeans pocket and fplunged straight into th toiletbowl! Urgh. And then it died on me. Annoying.

I've been having time on my own lately bcos i rly nd it. Away frm everytg else. Enjoyment, fiends, company, even food and tv jst not the laptop considering the research tht i nda do. Well, I've been thinking fr 2 days alrdy- WHAT DO I REALLY WANT T DO IN THE FUTURE? Ok la actually i do knw what i want: dentistry. I want plan c really badly. But I jst don't have the heart, i can't open my friggin mouth t tell my mum and dad cs i know thy'll will nvr approve of it fr il haf t "patah jln balik". So i rly have no clue wht i wna do. I rly don't wna trudge frward jst fr the sake of getting inside. I rly cannot seem t find any interest at all. And while browsing through, seeing the fees ws jst jaw dropping. I dont wna go in jst fr the sake of getting a place in uni. I've alrdy regretted once. Azri words are still ringing in my head fyi. I'm thinking of flying ard the world too cs i've jst talked t yifang abt it. Im considering tht too. I need some enlightenment. And why are the fees so fcking ex? Im so fcking stress. Moolahs drop dwn frm the sky pls.

Actually all I ever want is t jst be happy. Everything will fall into place. I deserve t smile, I do.