Its been a while
Dearest walkinherheels,
It has really been eons and tonight, after all these years, never have i even pondered of closing you down & for that i'm glad:) The whole space thou neglected and deserted for which i'm truly sorry but have carved so much fun filled loving memories; of love, friends, school, happiness, joy, pain, struggles, tears, heartaches and every single emotion that yours truly has been slapped with. Started out silly, slapped with so much excruciating pain in the midst of it but to be more than content with where thou is today. Life as we know it.
With the thought of leaving this space for good initially to keep to the promise i've made 5 years back. To never look back but instead trudge towards what life has in store; which i did bravely to where i am today. However tonight, revisiting walkinherheels, my journey in life right from the beginning made me think back and realise how much things have changed; drastically without me knowing. Not only for myself but everything else around me jst fills my eyes with tears both joy and sorrow. How at the same time i wish things just never changed but at the same time to change was all i ever wanted.
I guess i can never leave it all behind, holistically except feelings perhaps. The girls will always be my girls forever more, 7 years and counting. I can never be greatful for every single time they put their hearts out just to put themselves in my shoes. Laugh together, cry together, literally. And thus for the more, my love etched the friendship forged within Riptches will never change but only provide room to grow and blossom. For every single tinge of happiness and heartbreak in particular that I went through such that it took me 3 years, all the more love.
You never would come across this anymore but today is the day i apologise. I apologise from the very minute things just went spiraling down beyond the earth's magma for reasons that when I look back, cannot even point out. Thank you for doing everything you cld t make me the happiest girl in the whole wide world but at the same time break me apart and bring me down to the lowest i have been in my whole entire life, thrice. But yknow how they say some things just have to fall apart so that better things can happen. I guess that best fits life for me and for everything that has happened of late or since the very beginning. I know you're in a better place now and never could have been happier. And for that I'm glad :)
Despite everything that has happened, have i became stronger? Or have i just let things get the better of me. That i'm still figuring. Of course i hope not the latter. Its 0323 hours and i should hit the sack and get some rest.
I may have abandon you walkinherheels and prolly go on a really long hiatus and visit and decade later. But one thing is for sure, il never close walkinherheels, never. The memories created have been etched too deep and has made me the person i am today and will not just throw it all away just like that. Because i still want t look back at this and smile, laugh or cry 10 or even 50 years from now:')
Till then,
Yours Truly,
XOXO
It has really been eons and tonight, after all these years, never have i even pondered of closing you down & for that i'm glad:) The whole space thou neglected and deserted for which i'm truly sorry but have carved so much fun filled loving memories; of love, friends, school, happiness, joy, pain, struggles, tears, heartaches and every single emotion that yours truly has been slapped with. Started out silly, slapped with so much excruciating pain in the midst of it but to be more than content with where thou is today. Life as we know it.
With the thought of leaving this space for good initially to keep to the promise i've made 5 years back. To never look back but instead trudge towards what life has in store; which i did bravely to where i am today. However tonight, revisiting walkinherheels, my journey in life right from the beginning made me think back and realise how much things have changed; drastically without me knowing. Not only for myself but everything else around me jst fills my eyes with tears both joy and sorrow. How at the same time i wish things just never changed but at the same time to change was all i ever wanted.
I guess i can never leave it all behind, holistically except feelings perhaps. The girls will always be my girls forever more, 7 years and counting. I can never be greatful for every single time they put their hearts out just to put themselves in my shoes. Laugh together, cry together, literally. And thus for the more, my love etched the friendship forged within Riptches will never change but only provide room to grow and blossom. For every single tinge of happiness and heartbreak in particular that I went through such that it took me 3 years, all the more love.
You never would come across this anymore but today is the day i apologise. I apologise from the very minute things just went spiraling down beyond the earth's magma for reasons that when I look back, cannot even point out. Thank you for doing everything you cld t make me the happiest girl in the whole wide world but at the same time break me apart and bring me down to the lowest i have been in my whole entire life, thrice. But yknow how they say some things just have to fall apart so that better things can happen. I guess that best fits life for me and for everything that has happened of late or since the very beginning. I know you're in a better place now and never could have been happier. And for that I'm glad :)
Despite everything that has happened, have i became stronger? Or have i just let things get the better of me. That i'm still figuring. Of course i hope not the latter. Its 0323 hours and i should hit the sack and get some rest.
I may have abandon you walkinherheels and prolly go on a really long hiatus and visit and decade later. But one thing is for sure, il never close walkinherheels, never. The memories created have been etched too deep and has made me the person i am today and will not just throw it all away just like that. Because i still want t look back at this and smile, laugh or cry 10 or even 50 years from now:')
Till then,
Yours Truly,
XOXO
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